Friday, September 24, 2010

Things That Make Me Happy: Electronic Music Concerts?

Yesterday, I was having a really terrible day.
My alarm didn't go off, so I was ten minutes late to Chemistry class, during which I found out that I'd done horrendously on a quiz that I'd taken last week. When I went to the gym and weighed myself, I had the unpleasant surprise of a few extra pounds that had definitely not been there a few weeks ago (I guess I'll have to lay off the cupcake-baking for a while). Worst of all, my editor at my school's newspaper was forcing me to attend an electronic music concert that evening. Don't get me wrong, I can usually appreciate electronic music (I did go to Electric Zoo with some friends, after all), but after everything else that had happened that day, the last thing I wanted to do was go to some club by myself and endure loud, repetitive beats. I tried to find some way of avoiding going to the concert, but one of my roommates finally promised to go with me, so I relented and decided to go, albeit unwillingly.
When we first got to the concert venue, my worst fears seemed to be confirmed: it was twenty minutes before the show was supposed to start, and there were only two people out on the dance floor. We left, though, and went to get milkshakes, and ended up sitting in The Milkshake Factory for almost an hour with my roommate and two of his friends discussing the meaning of happiness and corn monoculture. Between my delicious Fudge Java Brownie Milkshake and the intellectual discourse, I was feeling particularly more upbeat by the time we returned to the club, even though there were only 30 people in the venue at that point.
The first DJ was somewhat boring, with a set that jumped all over the place and songs that didn't transition well into each other. I was afraid that the whole evening would be just as mediocre, until the second DJ came out. His music was so upbeat and alluring that it drew me out onto the dance floor, and once I started dancing, I couldn't stop. After a few songs, I was hardly even aware of anyone around me, or even of the exact songs that the DJ was playing; I was too busy getting lost in the music and in dancing along to the beat, with a grin on my face the entire time.
I ended up dancing for about two and a half hours straight, until we all decided to head home at 12:30. I practically skipped out of the club, I was so pumped with endorphins. I went home and sang my praises about the show to our other two roommates, both of whom looked amused at my dramatic change of mood.
So, what's the point of me monologuing about a great concert, especially one that's already past? Well, I guess the point is what I realized later that evening, as I was lying in bed unable to sleep: Had I not taken the opportunity to go to this concert, I would still be cranky, lying lazily about at home, and wondering about what I was missing out on. I used to tell myself to take every opportunity that came my way, because you don't regret the opportunities you took advantage of, but rather the ones you missed. Lately, though, I seem to have been abandoning this mantra out of either shyness, fear, or plain old laziness. Last night was a wake-up call to go back to taking advantage of every opportunity I can get my hands on. Who knows what delicious treats or danceable beats you could missing out on otherwise?


(PS: If you'd like, you can read my review of the show here)

Sunday, September 19, 2010

Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough Cupcakes

Everybody loves chocolate chip cookie dough. Seriously, though- how many people do you know who, when asked, would say, "oh, no thanks, I really hate cookie dough"? Exactly: none. So when I decided to bake some cupcakes for a party we had last night, I decided I couldn't go wrong with chocolate chip cookie dough cupcakes.
They're chocolate chip cupcakes, with the middles cut out & replaced with cookie dough, all topped with cookie dough flavored icing and miniature chocolate chips. They're ridiculously indulgent and bad for you, so I probably won't make them very often, but man, are they delicious.
Everyone who had a cupcake spent the next five minutes gushing over their cupcake as they ate it. They were so well-loved that I didn't even bother admitting that I had screwed up the recipe! I had misread the recipe and put way too little milk into the cupcake batter (3 tablespoons instead of one cup- yikes!), so they turned out less moist than they should have, but I think everyone was too distracted by the delicious cookie dough flavors to pay attention to how moist the cake was :)
Also, I didn't have any condensed milk, so I used this cookie dough recipe for the cupcake filling, and it turned out deliciously! Plus, it has super-healthy Greek yogurt in it, so I can almost justify eating it by the spoonful... almost.

Saturday, September 18, 2010

Being to Timelessness As It's To Time- EE Cummings

being to timelessness as it's to time,
love did no more begin than love will end:
where nothing is to breathe to stroll to swim
love is the air the ocean and the land

(do lovers suffer?all divinities
proudly descending put on deathful flesh:
are lovers glad?only their smallest joy's
a universe emerging from a wish)

love is the voice under all silences,
the hope which has no opposite in fear;
the strength so strong mere force is feebleness:
the truth more first than sun more last than star

— do lovers love?why then to heaven with hell.
Whatever sages say and fools,all's well



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I've always been a big ee cummings fan, and I recently discovered this poem. I don't find it quite as unconventional as most of his work, but I love it for that reason.